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MY NUMB AND LONELY SOUL Do you ever get that numbing feeling Of anxiety flowing within your body The sadness pouring from your eyes While your mind feels hopeless against the waves ~ The echo of your own voice aims to be a therapy Yet the medication meant to heal you Only opens up another door of stress Allowing it to leave you constantly overwhelmed ~ The fatigue feels like water drowning your lungs Until isolation is the only shore to rest upon Loneliness has now become your sanctuary A place where you can sit beside your own self doubt ~ The only thing overshadowing the guilt of giving up Is the shame of letting others see you quit So you sit there within the irritability of silence Drifting from one moodswing to another ~ It's like despair is calling out to helplessness There's this disinterest and detachment to life Suicide enters your mind like a trauma scar One so full of endless grief and loss Making your mental health start to escalate 25 - Life