I live in 10 level pain everyday of my life I just spent 4yrs getting no where and now I'm having to start over again! I'm about to loose my damn mind I can't take it anymore! People say I'm crazy for... View MoreI live in 10 level pain everyday of my life I just spent 4yrs getting no where and now I'm having to start over again! I'm about to loose my damn mind I can't take it anymore! People say I'm crazy for wanting to take a chainsaw to my hips and legs so I can get new hips and prosthetic legs. When honestly I bet that it would hurt anymore than what I hurt now! And I certainly don't want to waste another 4yrs getting nowhere. Doctors now don't actually spend time on your case to figure out whats wrong so why is it so crazy to force them to do something about it by doing something?