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Well, life is never easy and life has its variety of challenges that you face and go through along the way of your journey of life. You get saved and life gets better but also gets tougher. When you get saved even though it get tougher you get a strength from our Lord And Savior Jesus Christ that no other person is able to give you. Last Sunday I got upset to the max and when I am wrong I say I am wrong and no I do not like it but when I am wrong I am wrong. Well, I unfortunately used Profanity and Vulgarity which is my fault 100 percent. I am not wrong for stating how I feel but wrong in how I conducted myself. I cussed out Jim Ingram. Not cool. I even allowed my anger to get the best of me. That also is my fault. I recently saw a post about God and forgiveness. I also God for forgiveness. I belive and feel he forgave me but honestly I do not and have not forgiven myself. I knew better then to talk and conduct myself like that. There is no excuse and reason I should have did that. I say and state I am a Christian ✝️ who is under construction 🏗 all the time. I feel and think with my very much lack of Christian ✝️ attitude which I severely failed I am not able to forgive myself. I have did things in my past I am not able to forgive myself. The ultimate goal for all of us is to eventually get your name in God's book of life. Well, I bet I blew that last Sunday for sure. If any chance to get my name in his book of life well that went out the stinking window. My fault nobody to blame for that but myself. So why post this? Well, kinf of hoping that .maybe just maybe there might be a chance for me to become victorious in getting my name in God's book of life. You all are way smarter then I could ever be for sure. What do you all think? Any chance of am I beyond help? Worst case scenario I will continue to do right and strive to be the best I am able to be in my remaining years of life on this earth 🌎 Thoreus Maethinos Maethinos Enterprises And Entities World 🌎 Must Know Network Wimkin.Com #MakeAmericaChristianAgain#MACA.