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HOW SHAMANISM HELPED ME TO HEAL FROM NARCISSISTIC ABUSE & RELATIONSHIP Relationship abuse is a widely known experience that closes the heart. As most of us did, I also closed my heart out of that pain that burnt me, it was like a painful fire coursing through my veins and not letting me sleep night after night. It was not insomnia, it was deep pain which was energetic inside the physical body. I also played the victim, was powerless to change my situation, and felt like a dumpster where she would come with her new boyfriend and would dump their emotions and negative energies. The burden was so huge that I went into depression as well and to feel a bit lighter, I also blamed them for playing a victim that they hurt me. But, deep down I knew that it was my choice to go in that relationship even after there were red flags and I chose to ignore it just because I was running away from facing one simple thing, my childhood trauma of “Abandonment & Neglect”. I was a mess and lost self-worth, I coped with various protective strategies to not feel those emotions and even conditioned myself that maybe betrayal and cheating are normal in relationships even though deep down I was knowing that it is not normal. Later, if there was any potential relationship those protective mechanisms, coping strategies and conditioning stopped me from going in to have something healthy. Sometimes, people just reflected the same unhealthy toxic patterns which I built an allergy towards or even if someone was healthy, I was scared to open my heart because of the fear of being hurt again, as deep down I couldn’t take it anymore. Writing all of these and sharing this is very liberating and vulnerable for me as it is what happened and most of the time, as humans we are conditioned to accept only what seems good and push down what seems negative. But, I couldn’t do it anymore as it would be highly inauthentic of me if I did that or allowed my negative experiences to define who I am. This is when I chose to join Shamanic Practices and to learn it so that I could use it not only to heal myself but also to assist people who have experienced or experiencing relationship abuse and don’t know what to do with it. Sometimes, we comply to stay in a toxic relationship because we cannot see the way out. But, there is a way out and it is exactly how I overcame my darkest time and embraced my vulnerable self and allowed the most painful experience of my life to only make me stronger, empowered, conscious, restoring self-worth, inner power, self-confidence, inner trust, inner security and elevate me into higher consciousness and deeper connection with the spirit. The ways were provided through the sacred Shamanic ways. Hi everyone! I am Amartya and I’ve been a Shamanic Practitioner for 6 years. On my journey, I have brought a lot of people out of their dysfunctional relationships, power struggles, victim mentality, assisted them in healing their narcissistic abuse and showed them how to restore trust, inner security, safety, and connection back to their intuition and their spirit darkness and assisted them in finding direction, recovering from their mental, emotional and physical ailments and living their lives full of purpose. I also facilitated the process of healing those with illnesses that are nearly impossible to fight including Psychosis, ADHD, OCD, Mental Illnesses, Intrusive Thoughts, Learning boundaries, Self-Worth, and many more. , what I have noticed while assisting people to recover from these issues is that these experiences are patterns that stem from the ancestral line and the unresolved traumas that our soul needs to learn and expand from other lifetimes. Hence, these experiences are deeply genetic and transpersonal. The traumas create fragmentation of the soul that leaves a void in the soul. Fragmentation also happens in the heart and personal power which is why in traumatic situations, powerlessness and feeling disheartened and closing the heart or creating a heart shield is natural. The void left by the fragmentation of the soul, heart and power leads to a huge inner imbalance and hence as the universe doesn’t love to keep anything empty, the void gets filled by negative entities and energies that in return control the mind, thoughts, actions and behaviors. And, then guess what happens? If the mind, thoughts, actions and behaviors are influenced by negative entities then the experiences that come as a result of the cause and effect of those actions bring in more negativities. Which in return leads to more soul, heart and power fragmentation. The mental, emotional, energetic and spiritual bodies are most affected by the relationship abuse and if the abuse continues longer, these are bound show up in the physical body as diseases. And, as the physical body is the densest expression of the soul, these fragmentations reflect physical diseases. I understand how difficult it becomes when you feel that void when abuse in a relationship takes place which you feel you don’t deserve. I am here to show you how through Shamanic Practices and retrievals, you can heal anything within and mend the most sacred relationship within yourself. There is a metaphysical cure for everything, and if you want to change the pattern of dysfunction, that has a lot to do with forming a functional relationship with yourself. Unless the healing happens from the core, the pattern will keep repeating and will nag you to give it attention. After I received clarity and recovery from these experiences and could naturally come to forgiveness and higher understanding, I realized that it could only happen and I could only integrate when I retrieved all the fragments of my soul, heart and power that I lost in the traumatic experiences and the Shamanic Practices showed me to do that. Similarly, when I started teaching Shamanism and assisting people to heal from the same issues, I saw the patterns I experienced and the patterns they were experiencing were the same and hence, the way I overcame this issue once and for all also worked for every one of them. It is imperative to understand that every traumatic experience fragments our soul, each trauma takes a part of us and that is why, there is a huge void. This void can only be filled in by the retrieval of the soul or else we can use many things to cope with but nothing can match our soul. (Deconditioning and Reprogramming of the mind can be difficult if the soul fragments are not retrieved). Transformation is effortless with the soul healed. Do you know you have The Archetype of a Shaman and a Healer within you? We all have the archetypes of a healer and a shaman inside us, waiting for it it be activated. You can do so much for your loved ones and everyone around you and help people to create a better life for them and their loved ones. You can even use it to heal yourself and so much more. Personally, it feels great for me to assist people who are in need and to teach and pass on this sacred knowledge for the greater good of all life. Much love to all...