I tried. I like this platform even if it irks my nerves with dial up speeds. Glitches are not the issues. The issue is, I need more feedback. More conversing and exchange of ideas. Conversations with ... View MoreI tried. I like this platform even if it irks my nerves with dial up speeds. Glitches are not the issues. The issue is, I need more feedback. More conversing and exchange of ideas. Conversations with civil rules and I suppose I just find responses to well thought out dialogs cheapened with emojis and memes as a response. I need intellectual meeting of minds despite different ideologies where people are accepted as they are and not trying to fit in a particular mold approved for human consumption. I am contrary to my own beliefs at times because I am more than willing to change my mind. I relate to people on a very personal level using my own life story and experiences because I work with what I know, which is why I change my mind when presented with ideas I hadn't considered. I'll check in from time to time. I know this platform is being built from the ground up and has a lot of growing to do. Still, I can't wait, for me personally I'm not reaching enough hearts. If you want to get to know me I'm me. Same name on Twitter and fb though fb I'm a lifer serving time. I'm a writer, it's what I do. So this place offers the space, just not the audience feedback I am looking for. .
Matthew 19:10
Eunuchs were recognized in the Bible. Just because it is labeled as transgender in modern rather than contemporary terms doesn't mean it isn't the same thing. From the mothers womb. And... View MoreMatthew 19:10
Eunuchs were recognized in the Bible. Just because it is labeled as transgender in modern rather than contemporary terms doesn't mean it isn't the same thing. From the mothers womb. And they are being chemically castrated in the womb.. bitter water of the womb. Wood worm.
As a believer in God I am going to piss off some Christians today. Good. Hate trans? I know right. ew, so gross.. I mean what's their problem anyway? Look at them! Not knowing if they are boys or gir... View MoreAs a believer in God I am going to piss off some Christians today. Good. Hate trans? I know right. ew, so gross.. I mean what's their problem anyway? Look at them! Not knowing if they are boys or girls and such perverts! Right? The Bible says so...
Where? I ask you where in the Bible does it talk about trans people? No hints or clues, I will tell you. The Gospel of Thomas. A gnostic scroll omitted from the Bible along with 75 other gospels. But there is enough left in the Bible that we view as contemporary to tell you exactly why. Satan rules til Jesus reigns. Quick question, people that get cancer, do you blame them? Do you blame them for smoking and eating junk and hate and revile them for their sickness? And what if they have done everything right and still get cancer? Still their fault right? Schizophrenia is looked at as something that cannot be helped. No one tells them its all in their head because people understand, it IS all in their head. So why not gift that same grace to someone who has been born a certain way? I believe them. And like so many I wanted answers. I found them. I know exactly why people are trans. It's not becoming trans, they were modified trans. One example I use most often because it accounts for the biggest reason that people are trans. It started in nazi labs. When they played mad science and wanted to play genetics. It evolved from there. While there has always been instances of people born as eunuchs or Hermaphrodites, they (scientists) started studying frogs back up the 70's. They were trying to figure out how frogs change sex if one or the other gender isn't enough to repopulate. A female frog can lay eggs and then become male to fertilize those eggs so the progeny can survive. This happens with other species on the planet as well. They figured out how to alter the environment as a catalyst for this change. .
In the 80's -90'a a new antidepressant was being developed. Paxil became one of the most widely prescribed meds from teens to elders. They also found another use for the drug as an option to chemically castrate sex offenders out on parole. Effectively neutering them in the brain. Them and multitudes have taken these meds for decades now. It is eliminated in body waste, enter the sewers, reclaimed and filtered and sent to water treatment reclamation centers and then recycled in the water supply. Paxil is one of many drugs that cannot be filtered out at the molecular level and through the years it has built up in the fresh water supply. Not only did scientists know this, they celebrated. A pregnant woman is recommended to drink as much water as possible.her unborn child as all children start out as female, all zygotes are. Sexual identity, gender and orientation are developed in the brain but only after sex organs begin to physically develop. Drinking the water effectively neuters the unborn in the womb. Children are born with no one the wiser until those hormones that occur in puberty to reach sex maturity are stunted. Some of these children start to identify as the opposite sex, statistically most often as female. Others become incel. Impotent and frustrated and the only other thing that stimulates the brain the way sex does is violence. So I may have just also explained the prevelance of school shooters and violence metted out by adolescents. I digress. People can agree that we are being poisoned in the water, air and food, we don't blame each other, we blame the institions and governments that allow this. That control and condition this. And now we have all been groomed to hate these differences. Let's go back to the Bible that too many read and apply to others rather than self. We know we wrestle not against the flesh but fight against the principalities of darkness. Darkness rules this planet. Science has done a lot to play God and creator destroying more than created in its path. We do not blame those children who were used in nazi trials, how can we blame the outcome of people that God made perfect in his image for what man has done to that creation? I believe that given proper treatment many would actually develop normally and begin to identify their gender that matches the intended. However, there is no profit in this. Trans gender surgery is a multimillion dollar buisness. Hormone therapies must be maintained for the rest of their life. This is why there is a push to start the transitioning as soon as possible its at least a decades worth of more profit.. this is why medicine and science back trans movement, they also caused it and to deflect from the responsibility, they create narratives and treatment. Just as with autism, they are responsible. Yet we don't hate those with autism. This is just one reason which I myself have researched. I prayed on it before I began, I believe God has given me discernment in order to change my mind about how I treat others and judge them. I think of revelations, I think of wood worm and the poisoning of the waters. I believe I have interpreted it incorrectly , it's not the waters, the lakes oceans and streams though they ar poisoned. it's birth waters made bitter. Woodwork was considered medicine and the Bible speaks of pharmakeia. The Gospel of Thomas revealed the rest to me . I Know people will not agree. Even if I am standing alone I stand by what I know to be true. There are not enough millestones for what they have done to humanity. We cannot continue to fight against each other and call ourselves Christians. .We have no right to call any of God's creation an abomination. None of us are worth of the salvation offered us, the least we can do is offer each other grace. Now that there is a reason.,an explanation, is the Bible telling us to hate? Above all else is this commandment I leave to you. Love One another. I just pray God sees I am doing my best..
Land of opportunity or the opportunistic? The American dream was bought and sold a long time ago. Freedom went to the highest bidder. The melting pot of world culture has been a refuge for the fleeing... View MoreLand of opportunity or the opportunistic? The American dream was bought and sold a long time ago. Freedom went to the highest bidder. The melting pot of world culture has been a refuge for the fleeing. People were bound by experience rather than separated by culture. Drawn to the Possibilities because they like all of us believed that America was the place where individual freedom was a God given right. But then they got here. The tenement buildings and the factories offered opportunities, to work long hours for little pay. The American dream became a Was real. The American dream belonged to the colonizers, the ones who still had royal titles attached to their name. Entitlement by nepotism meant that the founding fathers progeny would rule in their sted. Still more and more flocked to these shores. My family only 2 generation Ago. Fled from Poland in WWII. My grandfather saved from concentration camps only to be incarcerated at 17. 43 years later my mother was born. Now I'm 43. The last of that family to know the story, what little there is to know. My father's family been here much longer. EnoughThat I am the 5th generation of that line of women to be committed as a child to state care. I am grateful for my nation. Not in the institutions that raised me. I am American born with pride, but not in the history of subjugation that politicians first create then try to hide Once veils are lifted. They campaign for our plight, When they sit in the chair of their destiny they forget who put them there. I love the people of this nation, and the ideals by which it stands. I love the many flavors and colors of the people, the art, the music and how we all Want the same things. We may dream big but live humble. As long as needs are met what we want is much easier to obtain. Life. Liberty and the pursuit of happiness was the promise of this country. Life is now something for profit. Liberty only for the select and no body is happy Here. Not unless they are living the American dream, then they have to be asleep to not see how their brethern suffer and weep. There is no nation stronger than one that stands together. Despite the illusion of glittering neon and unfathomable sights in signs. The real america IS Still here. In our communities. We see it everyday when the worst things happen. When homes are destroyed by storms and bad things happen, you find them. They come from everywhere. Holding vigils and praying and helping each other make it one more day. This Country is amazing. It's no wonder people leave lands exotic with castles and ruins we only dream of seeing. The world is so beautiful and this country offers everything. Everything but the principals on which it stands. To all be one nation, of individuals, with liberty and Justice for ALL! Therein lies the crux. Those who fought in fatigues or fought to break chains already fought the good fight. All we had to do was to keep it. And here we are today no longer a feast of gathering, but standing behind dividing lines, clutching to labels that symbol Is freedom, the illusions that we lost what we never had means we fight for an ideal against each other. When the ones in control are the only ones granting and giving crumbs of opportunities. We are one. We are only separated by thoughts and action. Choices. There is us and them
Wow.. anybody got that fall of the cabal just released not on telegram? Apparently looking for it on fb is dangerous... owie... watch out now... them froggies are feeling jumpy... hahahahaha.
Oh my shenanigans... any of you following El Hesus Chico or Chico as he goes by finally couldn't take it... my first permission denied! SCORE! Tell me I'm devil spawn for my life experiences why dontc... View MoreOh my shenanigans... any of you following El Hesus Chico or Chico as he goes by finally couldn't take it... my first permission denied! SCORE! Tell me I'm devil spawn for my life experiences why dontchya? His thread never saw so much action in truth. Oh and snark... and I only used the word motjerfucker once... vast improvement. Thoush simp incel and of course dubbing the man who proclaims to hold the mind and power of Christ as the unequivocal Messiah apparently can die on the cross, kick the devil in cooter in hell for 3 days, rise to Glory but can't take a few completely off the top of my head random yet hilarious crumbs of truth.. he choked.. I'm not a bully by nature. I promise this. I was kind and understanding and gave him nothing but respect when it started. Even tried to gently educate him using my own life experiences as a testimony to the real power of God. Then he went off on a tangent with scripture names and numbers challenging me to a Bible thumping duel. I guess mentioning the devil can quote the Bible scripture from scripture hit the nail on the head. He's literally been the cruelest meanest person I have had the pleasure of trolling since I began social media. Using all my truth to attempt to condemn me. To say the very things I was told since childhood. The things I believed when I was told like, Satan spawn and jezebel were terms of endearment. He told me I was in fostercare because my parents didn't love me. I was born to be raped. Of course his words weren't as direct and I can't quote the word salad. But I thank God I got together him. Not an iota of any feeling other than completely amused. I kept his attention deflecting the things he was saying to others for two days now. It's been glorious. Even Jesus laughed. I should be a comedian. Face miles of piles of trial with smiles. Narcissists can't hack it when you recognize them, even more dangerous is knowing and seeing the psychopath. Predators are everywhere online. They victim shame and blame and repeat how you are not worthy. They are like clergy who use doctrine to rape the soul. I battled with wits and won. He loses by forfiet... never ever fuck with a survivor! We been to hell already, you have no power here.
Food wars. Coming soon to a country near you... thank God I've been starved in my life to know, after awhile, it doesn't hurt anymore.
Guess what guys? I'm going to hell! For the sin of being a "prostitute" at 6 months old!
By a fella who claims he has the spirit and mind of Jesus... he goes by Chico now..
Another oversharing moment from yours truly.
Yes. I am the collective safe space for innerweb jokes and all manners of acceptable bullying.
I'm inbred. Yep. ... View MoreAnother oversharing moment from yours truly.
Yes. I am the collective safe space for innerweb jokes and all manners of acceptable bullying.
I'm inbred. Yep.
I was conceived during an occult ritual by two teens and entirely too many drugs. My father was big into satanic worship. My mother went along for the ride. There were social workers present the moment of my birth. From there I was used as a prop until 6 months of age when I was raped into a heart attack. I spent the first 5 years of my life being "made ready" to recieve the seed of Satan that would usher in the antichrist from my womb... listen, I don't subscribe it's just what happened. The biker gang, not to be confused with legit MC. Named the grim reapers passed me around. My mom got lots of perks and became the leaders old lady, also passed around. I was also taken through the woods through a back fence to black hawk County armory. There I met Johnny Gosch. The Gosch family were actually friends of the family. I have memories of these though sporadic and disjointed. The ritual abuse ended when I went to kindergarten and fashioned an anatomically correct phallus out of clay
There were police, social workers
, school administrators that all got involved. When questioned I was asked the question if I knew the difference between a boy and girl and I affirmed and told them yes because of the dead girl. (Viola Marie Findley) at 6 I became a ward of the state. Lived with my biological grandparents that were listed in social services paper work as caretakers and friends. They made bank went back to my mom at 7 where she left me alone to starve and die in a broke down van behind a junkyard. I spent 6 weeks alone on my own until I finally managed to find my way to a farmhouse. She then signed over her parental rights and I wound up back with the grandparents until the former trauma I experienced became unmanageable and I was sent to foster care. Last foster hone I was in had the whole house wired for video streaming. In the shower and bathroom they uplo!did images to the web. After being sexually assaulted in a youth shelter I went to detention. My detention center social worker raped me and then I was sent to group homes. I reported the rape to the group homes and spent 3 months in solitary confinement being drugged because I refused to retract my statement. He got a promotion and a raise and I got a 4 year sentence. All this before 18. So much more to add. I will in due course.
I've been told by "christians" that I am abomination. Pro life Christians who think I should have been aborted. Not only did the occult tell me I belonged to Satan but so have Bible thumping bigots. I am not ashamed. I will never feel guilt for what was done to me. I have had to endure being told I do not have the right to exist since I could understand words. I have been raped, beaten, cursed and hated. Yet I still xo tinue to share for the kingdom of heaven belongs to the reviled and persecuted. To be told that the almighty is everything and in the same breath to tell me his blood is not strong enough to wash me worthy is the same bigotry that leads people away from God, not me though. God knew me when he formed me in the womb. I may have been conceived with the intentions of humans to use me for their own nepharious purpose but God purpose reigns Supreme. The audacity of someone to decide God's course. Astonishing. My purpose is truth. Truth has no shame, it cannot be undone. My purpose is to share my story to educate others, to help other survivors and to live out loud. Innerweb trolls are the least of my worries but going unaddressed leaves it wide open for a victim to silence themselves for fear of rejection and judgement. Take it from someone whose nickname was literally "reject" there are many of us. And us rejects are in good company in the kingdom of God.
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