Exposing narcissism; the making of a victim to survivor.

* Understand narcissism from biblical and clinical perspectives that are not commonly known: https://www.udemy.com/course/escaping-the-matrix/?referralCode=60CDF1ECB8F39AE03B00The narcissist has their secrets and then they have their secrets. The secrets untold are the secrets that unfold behind closed doors. They are the secrets that no one speaks about, and yet someone knows. That someone is often the young victim of the narcissist. In this video I want to share with you the secrets of the narcissist from my perspective. The perspective of a young helpless little girl who found herself surrounded by the seedy, perverted and twisted narcissistic individuals who kept their secrets and expected me to keep them too. This video is detailed, and comes with a WARNING - This video is NOT for children and NOT meant to be watched if you are not yet ready to handle the TRUTH of most narcissists. This video shares with you the sexual debauchery of narcissism that harbors ped-0-philes. I am sharing with you as some of you have asked to hear my story, more deeply. I am sharing with you not to bring attention to myself, but because of those of us, you who NEED to know that you are NOT alone. You have found this video because maybe you need to see something you cannot yet recognize. This was not by accident that you stumbled on this video. My story is here to help you as there is a way out from underneath all that pain. If I can do this, you can too! I believe in you and I believe that sharing stories as I've shared in this video can help us break the control of the evil doers of this world. The narcissist plays their games of show and tell. They do this to intimidate, coarse, harass and control. They are so cowardly that they have to prey upon the younger, the innocent, those who cannot defend themselves. That is what makes them feel brave, while we feel small. This video turns the tables, because with their games of show and tell, the narcissist needs us to stay silent. I didn't stay silent, and I was not believed. I told people who I thought it would matter to. It turns out we tell the wrong people. We unknowingly share the secrets to the flying monkeys, the allies of the narcissist. It's time we shared our stories with each other because in sharing we can loosen the bonds and learn to free ourselves and free one another to become one voice, to stand against the actions of the narcissist that remain secret. The narcissist likes to steal childhood dreams by forcing the lifestyle of adulthood upon you, leaving your mind a hotbed of confusion that you cannot make sense of until you start looking at the dark seedy character of your narcissistic abuser. Most don't. I wanted to from early on, but those whom I told, silenced me and I lived with guilt and shame of being a problem child until... the making of this video. Thank you as you have helped me to release some burden of guilt that was never mine to own. With that release came some deep realizations that I hope will help you in your journey of self awareness. The narcissist is so smug, who's going to believe us? Who's going to listen? Who is there to tell? I'm listening, and I've listened to my own voice for so long that I'm ready to share with the community of the narcissist's targets as a means to kick the narcissist in the shin so you can get away. This video is one of many as there are many of us out there sharing our stories. We will no longer live in shame, live in silence so that the narcissist can live as they do while we suffer and are left to feel like we, do not matter. We matter! You matter and it is the narcissist who is the waste of skin. They are the energy suckers as they are the evil that is wrong with society. Take a listen of this video and tell me what you think. Share with me in email, your thoughts, your comments, your questions or/and your story. This video is... for you and I truly hope that this video helps you today. Blessings! I give a long introduction so here is a time stamp to help you navigate: 0:00 Introduction 35:44 My story IF you find value in this video please like and subscribe as this helps to support in keeping this channel as a healing hub for all of us who have been the targets of the narcissist. If you'd like to buy me a cup of coffee, I'd really appreciate the offer. THANK YOU!!! paypal.me/helpfromshan #Narcissism #sexualabuse #NPD #gaslighting #comorbidity #sexual #childabuse #sexualassault #depression #suicide #narcopathy #secrets #familysecrets #hiddenlies #hiddentruths #lies #secondlife #silenthorror #silentterror #mommydearest #youdidthis #whyme #donthurtme #relationship #keepitinthefamily #showandtell #victim #survivor #abusesurvivor #SA #SRA #narcgirl #narcboy #disarmingthenarcissist #exposingthenarcissist#silence #silenceisgolden #silencespeaksvolumes #candykisses #stolenchildhood