Shannon Gilmour

* Understand narcissism from biblical and clinical perspectives that are not commonly known: https://www.udemy.com/course/escaping-the-matrix/?referralCode=60CDF1ECB8F39AE03B00 The narcissist has their secrets and then they have their secrets. The secrets untold are the secrets that unfold behind closed doors. They are the secrets that no one speaks about, and yet someone knows. That someone is often the young victim of the narcissist. In this video I want to share with you the secrets of the narcissist from my perspective. The perspective of a young helpless little girl who found herself surrounded by the seedy, perverted and twisted narcissistic individuals who kept their secrets and expected me to keep them too. This video is detailed, and comes with a WARNING - This video is NOT for children and NOT meant to be watched if you are not yet ready to handle the TRUTH of most narcissists. This video shares with you the sexual debauchery of narcissism that harbors ped-0-philes. I am sharing with you as some of you have asked to hear my story, more deeply. I am sharing with you not to bring attention to myself, but because of those of us, you who NEED to know that you are NOT alone. You have found this video because maybe you need to see something you cannot yet recognize. This was not by accident that you stumbled on this video. My story is here to help you as there is a way out from underneath all that pain. If I can do this, you can too! I believe in you and I believe that sharing stories as I've shared in this video can help us break the control of the evil doers of this world. The narcissist plays their games of show and tell. They do this to intimidate, coarse, harass and control. They are so cowardly that they have to prey upon the younger, the innocent, those who cannot defend themselves. That is what makes them feel brave, while we feel small. This video turns the tables, because with their games of show and tell, the narcissist needs us to stay silent. I didn't stay silent, and I was not believed. I told people who I thought it would matter to. It turns out we tell the wrong people. We unknowingly share the secrets to the flying monkeys, the allies of the narcissist. It's time we shared our stories with each other because in sharing we can loosen the bonds and learn to free ourselves and free one another to become one voice, to stand against the actions of the narcissist that remain secret. The narcissist likes to steal childhood dreams by forcing the lifestyle of adulthood upon you, leaving your mind a hotbed of confusion that you cannot make sense of until you start looking at the dark seedy character of your narcissistic abuser. Most don't. I wanted to from early on, but those whom I told, silenced me and I lived with guilt and shame of being a problem child until... the making of this video. Thank you as you have helped me to release some burden of guilt that was never mine to own. With that release came some deep realizations that I hope will help you in your journey of self awareness. The narcissist is so smug, who's going to believe us? Who's going to listen? Who is there to tell? I'm listening, and I've listened to my own voice for so long that I'm ready to share with the community of the narcissist's targets as a means to kick the narcissist in the shin so you can get away. This video is one of many as there are many of us out there sharing our stories. We will no longer live in shame, live in silence so that the narcissist can live as they do while we suffer and are left to feel like we, do not matter. We matter! You matter and it is the narcissist who is the waste of skin. They are the energy suckers as they are the evil that is wrong with society. Take a listen of this video and tell me what you think. Share with me in email, your thoughts, your comments, your questions or/and your story. This video is... for you and I truly hope that this video helps you today. Blessings! I give a long introduction so here is a time stamp to help you navigate: 0:00 Introduction 35:44 My story IF you find value in this video please like and subscribe as this helps to support in keeping this channel as a healing hub for all of us who have been the targets of the narcissist. If you'd like to buy me a cup of coffee, I'd really appreciate the offer. THANK YOU!!! paypal.me/helpfromshan #Narcissism #sexualabuse #NPD #gaslighting #comorbidity #sexual #childabuse #sexualassault #depression #suicide #narcopathy #secrets #familysecrets #hiddenlies #hiddentruths #lies #secondlife #silenthorror #silentterror #mommydearest #youdidthis #whyme #donthurtme #relationship #keepitinthefamily #showandtell #victim #survivor #abusesurvivor #SA #SRA #narcgirl #narcboy #disarmingthenarcissist #exposingthenarcissist #silence #silenceisgolden #silencespeaksvolumes #candykisses #stolenchildhood

The only way out of this narcissistic trauma is to go in. What does that mean? It means to look at yourself by looking at the narcissist. This is what I call profiling. By back engineering your pain, bu looking at the narcissist to really understand why it is they do what they do, you can then better understand why it is you do what you do. Profiling the narcissist to profile your trauma is the way to healing. It's the warrior's journey and it is a journey that takes place when you are ready to face yourself, your fears, and face the narcissist by facing yourself. Udemy course is available to help you understand the spiritual aspects of narcissism along with the clinical aspects that are not yet known. https://www.udemy.com/course/escaping-the-matrix/?referralCode=60CDF1ECB8F39AE03B00 Happy Learners : "Thank you very much for giving me a opportunity to learn about- narcissistic behaviors and narcissism. This online course is very- wonderful,helpful and informative." -Sonya Shilman ( Udemy student) This is NOT another video about the narcissist. This video assumes that you have researched this behavioral disorder already, as this video is focused on YOU. To understand your pain you have to understand the narcissist and you have done that. Now you want out from underneath those shackles of hurt, bitterness and envy. You want out from underneath the narcissist's shadow. I get it. This video is meant to do just that as this video will set you free from the burden as your mind fixates on the comings and goings of the narcissist that you just cannot help but to care about. This video will promise to help you, but it will not give you a quick fix to the road easy. This video will point you in the direction that leads to your ultimate goal; to live a life in freedom without ever drawing your attention to another narcissist ever again. This video has got you covered. Seriously. This video has helped me set myself on that same course and I would like to invite you to come along with me! I am so happy! So elated and over joyed! I invite you to watch this video in its entirety as I give an introduction to set the tone of this video, then I share with you 8 steps to help you transition your life, and after that, in the last half of the video, oh it gets really juicy. I share with you as Jesus shared in real time in this video with us, the scientific evidence of our creation that is the root cause of our trauma. I have been dissecting scientific evidence ever since I started my journey of healing 10 years ago and it has never steered me wrongly when backed up with biblical understanding. Using scientific knowledge to help us understand what is actually going on within the trauma bond this video gives you the NUTS & BOLTS to piece your questions together with the answers that transcends your pain. Suddenly it all makes sense and once you have your A-HAH moment, like I did in making this video, I am convinced you will feel liberated too! This is a lengthy video so please use the timestamps to help you navigate this better. Thank you for watching! 0:00 Introduction 15:38 Profiling your trauma using the 'Knock-Out Method' 17:35 Step one: Know your enemy 20:24 Step two: Name their behavior 24:40 Step three: Own your thoughts 30:36 Step eight : Transfer of Power This leads to the T.K.O moment which we had in real time as insight from the Divine showed up and knowledge was given. 32:15 Unpacking the science 47:44 Science now knows what the subconscious is, what it is used for and the electrical properties that we can tap into as this is the seat of our beings. Please give the video a listen and let me know what you think. If you have comments questions, suggestions and would like to talk, please email me at: Shannongilmour@protonmail.com Please like and subscribe! Your support gets this video noticed! This is a place for hope and healing! Together we can help ourselves as we help each other. A prayerful donation would be appreciated as your support helps to keep me on youtube as I create important content for you! Thank you! www.paypal.me/helpfromshan Oh just when you might think your healing is done... oh deeper insight came as I was triggered deeply and God shared with me why, and the deeper meaning as to why we truly resist the narcissist. That video will be out shortly! BLESSINGS!!! #narcissism #NPD # Narcissisticabuse #Narcopathy #healingfromtrauma #traumabonding #trauma #toxic #abuse #relationship #toxicthoughts #selfcare #therapy #selfhelp #restoration #selfmatters #worthiness #hope #selfparent #healthyboundaries #coping #health #mentalhealth #emotionalhealth

There's narcissism, and then, there is narcissism. And just when you think you have learned everything there is to know about this personality disorder, you learn something new. * If you haven't seen this video yet; I recommend this video... On drug use and possession https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NM7EiFEFvXI You have known for a while, but you couldn't quite define it with the narcissist you know because they hide it so well, or you just don't know what to look for. You know the narcissist has their secrets, and those secrets hide just below the surface, and if you look just close enough to scratch the surface, you will understand the reason behind their erratic behavior. Once you know there is no going back, you HAVE to save yourself. In this video, I will share with you that narcissism and substance abuse is not just common; it is a married couple; you cannot have one without the other as psychologist have determined that substance abuse meets a criteria that we are all too familiar with; a LACK OF EMPATHY. Enjoy this video; as I share with you insight about our spirituality through a proven scientific lens that will help you to see how demons find their in and through the words of Jesus they are able to take up residence without a fight. LINK TO ARTICLE: https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/10826084.2020.1833923 Please support this channel by subscribing, liking this video and sharing it. If you have questions comments or suggestions on topics to videos you'd like to watch please email me at: Shannongilmour@protonmail.com These videos take up a lot of time. I do the scripting, research, editing, video shooting, editing video and uploading all on my own. My equipment is seeing wear and tear, and if you feel led to help out, or buy me a cuppa coffee, I'd really appreciate your support. THANK YOU!!! Head on over to www.paypal.com and send your donations too: Shannongilmour@protonmail.com EVERYONE PLEASE HAVE A SAFE HOLIDAY and I WILL SEE YOU IN THE NEW YEAR! MAY GOD KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY UNDER THE COVER AND SHADOW OF HIS MIGHTY WING!!!