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I am a woman who has been through hell and back and if you see me you would never know it. I trust no man my walls are so high but if i talk to some one they would never know that if i pulled through my journey was because of my beautful strong mother who was also forgiving to the very person who almost destroyed me and so was I forgiving of him people can hurt you with not even having the intent or the understanding of the destruction they are causing you. You have to forgive its not easy believe me. Their is a light at the end of that tunnel and all this experience did was show me how strong I am and how i can over come problems hard work pays off i didnt spend much time feeling sorry for myself because i was ashamed of my failure in my marriage to come back to my family under those circumstances was not easy at all. But you have to swallow your pride and face the situation and stay focused on getting through it. Relationship is the last thing im interested in 27 years of dedication to one man to only be tossed out for a younger woman is enough wasted time for me i dont need to waste any more time on that. Do i sound bitter maybe but i dont think so im just using logic not emotions anymore.