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Rod, Mariya, Tim, Crystal, Kat, Stacy, Sonya, Me and Ed Fairbanks. We were family. Back in 2014.2016 changed everyone.I miss the old world. Clown world hurts my heart. Everyone is so....... less, than we were. The losses suffered on the front lines of an information war. Families broken to this day. Literal divorces. Violence. Pure and true hatred used in the name of righteousness. Everywhere. I'm not playing these stupid little fucking games anymore.... I'm done taking the kids to school. I got shit I want to get accomplished in the digital space and I'll see it done, just like I said I'd be one day away from retirement by the time I'm 55.I got 6 years of bills, and that's it. Not debt free. Rent free. Stocked up. Growing food. Hunting solar panels, because when you get 18 hours of daylight, they work, and when the grid goes down, I'll still be playing Xbox coming crock pot moose and potatoes while 80% of America scrambles for the last megawatt. It ain't my fault if you ain't as far along as I am. I'm so set up, I devote a third of my time to local politics and memorizing city code. I don't need a degree to help a town of 800 manage their affairs. We have amazing numbers people in place, and everyone makes certain every t is crossed and every i dotted. Because they're a team. You know how many of them voted for Trump, either time? 0. But they see everything falling apart, and I have gone out of my way to respect their sandbox in our interactions, even the negative ones. Now, I'm told a bunch of the department heads would love to vote for me if I ran again. Leadership isn't defined by being correct. It's about making things better. And when diverse people from all political leanings work together toward that goal, there is nothing they can't do. Like elect an international multi millionaire to a political seat. Or put a card carrying black conservative in a seat of power in a highly liberal district. I do this because I feel God opening doors for me, and who am I to tell God "I don't wanna help those fuckin clowns that I wouldn't even use as zombie fodder!"?